I dreamt i came back to novi, my beach house, after a long time being away, I went down to my grandmas apartment and saw two beds made up on the couches in the living room. It was just like the old days, but with the new couches instead of the old beat up one. I was relaxed feeling great.
I'm standing there looking at the beds when i see a shadow pass by me, I look over and it's my grandma, probably 10 years younger, black hair and wearing a dress we bought her a long time ago. I look at her confused and say "baka what are you doing here?" (she was put into a nursing home a year ago)
She looks at me, and i have all this built up emotion and happiness to see her how she was. I hug her and start crying profusely, the best cry i've had in awhile, just hugging and crying. She keeps telling me, "where would i go? i will always be here, forever, until you re old and gray" and i just keep crying and crying, from happiness, relief, sadness, I don't know. It was one of those really good cries the ones you feel really good about after you stop.
I eventually stop crying and let her go, I look onto the porch and I see my mom, same as she is now, sitting on the terrace with my grandpa, talking with him (my grandpa died almost 2 years ago). My grandpa, also about 10 years younger, looks great, and is talking with my mom just the way he used to, it makes me immensely happy.
I look over into the kitchen and my sister, barbara, is doing something, cooking maybe, and looks at me, and says "I know, when I saw her I wanted to burst into tears to."
...and then I woke up...in a way I was at peace.
